::8.23.2004::

::blink blink:: WTF was that??!!

So, it's been a while since I've written anything, and I figure that if there is anyone out there who still reads this, that they would want to hear what's going on with me.

It's monday and I'm all alone at the office... bored, but on a positive note the two biggest players in my circle of firends came home this weekend to see me. Fire came home Friday afternoon, and we hung out till I had to go to work Saturday night. Then last night Sarah called me and told me that she'd been kicked out of her dorm and wanted to chill before she left back to school today. The only person that I didn't hear from this weekend was Guinevere, but to be quite honest I'd prefer never to hear from her. I love her, but she left, I can't stop thinking about her; worring if she's okay if she needs help and all that what-not; but I think it would be better for me if she and I just went our seperate ways completely. Given our past, and how our relationship has always drifted from one state to another, I don't know how I'd react if she came back and brought her latest boy toy with her, or came back and wanted to give it another shot, but I think that in my mind I'm over her, it's just that some part of me continues to hope that she'll come back.

Classes start tomorrow for me, and I'm rellay looking forward to getting back in the class room, but I'm not looking forward to having to be in said class room at 8 in the morning. Thankfully I only have class on Tuesday's and Thursday's, and that my Thursday classes don't start until 11:00. I've also arranged it so that I'm no longer working at all on Friday's which means that I'm going to be visiting various other colleges to catch up with old friends.

I'm in the process of getting a new cell plan and I hope that my number won't change, but should I get a new one, you can be sure that I'll be spreading the word to everyone. I'm also debating if I want to change the look of my site or just make a new one.

The webcomic I mentioned a while ago is still under construction, I'm working on devloping the character profiles before I begin work on the storyboard. The CD I was working on in my entry from a couple weeks ago is almost done, I'm just fininshing the cover art, so expect to see that soon. The screen play was kind of put on hold with the whole Guinevere and I thing, but I plan to get back to work on that. My brother has asked me to come play lead in his band, but I'm not entirely sure that I'm up for that, I think my improv sucks, all of the solo's and leads I've written have taken months to get perfect (at least in my mind) and from what he's told me about the band they need someone who can write on the fly.

I'm really proud of myself, I've cut back on the alcohol, and I've been getting up really early and running 3 miles for the past two weeks. The one thing that I'd like to do though is make the time to start working on my arms, I've always hade really skinny arms and I think I'm going to try and bulk them up.

>> Alan spun round and round on 8/23/2004 02:21:00 PM